Wednesday, September 29, 2004Didnt go for lessons today, cant wake up. Even if i rush down for lessons, only attend for 1 hour plus of lesson. So stayed at hm, do some washing then play game. Met her online, then chat wif her, played wif her. Having a feeling that she's near yet so far... sob sob.
Got a call from Joel, asking me to go for weilee's b'day. So i ask her to come along, then she hesitate. Soon when i'm preparing to leave, then ask again... she turn me down... nvm lor.
After everything, met fred n the rest at PS - basement arcade. What a concidence to be able to see them there. Anyway long time nvr play in arcade liaoz, then i got this feeling wanna play AVP with lao eh. Haha, use one token play until quite far, PRO bo ?
Message for YOU... I'm having a headache now, cant decide wat i want. So i guess i dun decide anything 1st, until i meet u up and find out things from u, then i will make my decision. Frankly, i dun really bare to let go or do anything. Anyway miss ya, Miss ya, MISS ya, MISS YA...
Monday, September 27, 2004My weekends were burned but still it's worth it. At least got some extra cash. One thing bad is easy to get sweaty and sticky but most of the time sit there do nothing, relax one corner, play with the walky-talky, chat with ppl (especially cheryl, click with her quite well.) Hmm.... time for me to go to bed, tired and sleepy... zZzZ
Monday, September 20, 2004Ah lao, dun give up or lose ur confidence juz becoz ppl tell u to give up or discourage u. Believe in urself, if u believe it should be like tat then go for it. I'm sure that all of us will give u our support and encouragement. So dun lose heart, anything is possible if u try.
Sunday, September 12, 2004Yesterday was quite enjoyable, the atmosphere was really great, dance floor was fully packed with ppl, the music was great too. But the problem is there's two DJ in the house, switching here n there... RnB then to retro n top 40's then back to RnB. Anyway it was really great, enjoyable n fun but short of a few ppl from my side.
Saturday, September 11, 2004This week was quite hectic for me... busy wif assignments and test. The most hateful one will be OOP, pretty hard to do. With the help of many 'shi fu', manage to move towards the ending. But need to understand those logic behind, coz the fuking walkthrough cant bring hard copy of ur codes in... @#**$*% Then the assignment I enjoy doing will be the ECID assignment, ahaha maybe I know how to do thats why I enjoy doing it. This assignment got to do very 'power de ma', if not cant pull my overall grades to 'A'. Hehe no choice, coz so far I havent got a 'A' for any module... sob sob... so got to work very hard, cant be lazy anymore.
As for today, i'm going to ChinaBlack. So long nvr go chiong and i missed the atmosphere, missed the party fever. So ChinaBlack... here i come. Chiong argh !!! Lol
Saturday, September 04, 2004I guess I'm suffering from anxiety disorder... hitting bull eyes on some of the symptoms, restlessness, trouble falling or staying asleep, exaggerated worry and muscle tension. Though it's a small thing, but many things have been happening during this days. Such a stressful life I'm having now... so much problem n stress from my family. It's a tough nut to crack n I have to live with it... Still not the end of it, stress from my assignments, exams coming in a month or so and my personal life. So stressed up, feeling really exhausted, all my energy has drained off and losing my breathe in catching up with my life.
I miss those beautiful moments of the past... where I'm doing gd, having enough cash to spend, not worrying anything.
