Monday, February 28, 2005
Sighz... dont know wats on wif myself... feeling not good recently. I'm feeling quite fark now, my temple is like getting compressed right now... Argh... no mood at all. Sometimes i feel that i'm suck in everything... nvr gd but only amateur. The worst is when i'm deceiving myself, wishing to see a better out come. In the end, it's always a dream that never come true...
Life is like a test and it will never end...
12:15 AM
Monday, February 21, 2005
This week seem to be very hectic for me, have to rush my assignment (still stuck in some part involving programming), competition, work... really very tired now... Anyway today was the 1st day of the competition, didnt score well but won two matches and came along an injury on my knee.
Juz read a reply from my mentor, nothing much of a gd news after all... there is 3 ways i can head, 1st change to E-commence as major, 2nd is to hope that i'm able to do IHP during semester 6 and overload a Networking module and lastly graduate without any major(thats not wat i want at all). If all not successful, then i shall waste around 4-5 months to get my major.
11:47 PM
Friday, February 18, 2005
I come to realise that i'm facing one problem that affects my studies. That is i will not be able to graduate by semester 6 if i choose to major in network computing. I should have approach my mentor earlier rather than now... now is like too late for it. I have only two choice, one is insist in majoring in networking or major in E-commence. My main priority is to graduate in semester 6 and if i choose to major in E-commence, i havent choose my internship project selection and this project will start in semester 5. I juz hope that i will hear gd news from my mentor asap. What i can do now is to blame myself for being forgetful and lazy...
10:02 AM
Saturday, February 12, 2005
I'm feeling really pissed off now... juz really dun like the way things are like this right now. It seem like it is slowly drafting apart as time goes. And I'm really unhappy about it, it's like nothing that I can do about it. Soon I will lose control of myself and follow how things are... If it's what it is to be, then so shall it be. I will not give a fuck about it. And avoiding wont help at all, I'm really detest this kind of actions.
This is how I feel... I'm not pin-pointing who...
1:04 AM
Friday, February 11, 2005
Slowly, I realise that the new hairstyle of mine dont look good on me. Now I look so nerdy, uncool and no longer the way I am, juz hate it so much... sigh... juz hate it that I look really uncool for now... ARGH !!!
9:50 PM
Tuesday, February 01, 2005
Juz ended my conversation wif my bro, we are chatting mainly abt some monetary matters that I wanna get back from him. After that he told me abt his plans, he's friend wish to set up a pub and he is thinking of joining... the problem is capital... Anyway it's gd that he has plans in his mind rather then doing things aimlessly. So I shall wish him all the best and clear off his debts wif me asap...
1:03 AM
