Sunday, October 30, 2005The symptom of hua's, im affected by it... It was my day off and i wanna go out but no one is free. Sighz too bad... life sux...
Im wondering if i should carry on wif it or forget abt it. Im stuck in it and i feel that i cant forward or retreat. Im exhausted, totally drained of energy and i feel so weak... I gotta rejuvenate myself !!!
Tuesday, October 25, 2005Suddenly i felt that im so lost... i feel that im losing it... i juz felt that im losing practically everything. I feel so weak, i need someone who can hold on to me... but it seems like there's no one there for me. I felt so regret after the incident, i felt so cold within my body. The coldness is killing me, what can i do... gotta bear with it. I think i wont hold on much longer...
Sunday, October 16, 2005I feel very tired lately, cant slp well. My mind is gotta like pondering on something which causing me from having a gd slp. Argh... i hope that i will be able to slp well tonite. Later in the morning, im joinin my frens to sentosa - been very long didnt went there with my this group of frens. I will be goin there to relax, chill, tan or maybe do some water sports. Hmm... really hope it will be a great day for me to enjoy myself. But now i feel like im missing something...
Sunday, October 09, 2005Yesterday was a marvellous night. Went to dine at my work place to celebrate my bday. Lotsa ppl turn up, i feel really honoured. Afterwards, went to a new environment... visited a chill out bar which is bar stop. Its a really nice place which reminds me of my previous work place. Maybe next time i will bring u guys over there n try out. Love u guys =)
Here is some of the presents:
Sad to say that i have lost 2 presents in the midst of going to another place. Im really sorry abt it, i know its specially bought for me and i freaking lost it. I feel freaking terrible...
Friday, October 07, 2005My results are out yesterday, my grades are pretty not bad... can do better but its over. At least im able to overload and im safe for now - able to graduate on time =) Anyway my effort didnt went into waste, but all these efforts are last minute work. Haha im like this - only study/revise during exams are near. Nvm abt it, its all over and im happy with my grades.
Now doing IHP project(FYP) at school, going back to school only 2 days. So i will be kinda free but mostly i will be working during this free days. But when term starts, i doubt i will be that free, i have to overload one more elective. So i gotta make full use of this few weeks to rush on my IHP project. If not im doom, this elective has assignments and the weightage is very high, cant afford to screw it up and neither my IHP project.