Tuesday, August 17, 2004Day after day, nothing have improve. It's always the same or maybe worse, it' s juz hard for me to understand much of the things. Maybe I'm too stupid to understand or it's impossible for me to understand. I keep questioning myself, do I really exist or I'm totally nothing. U may say that I think too much, but I juz cant help it, this is how I feel about it and your actions have proven it. It had been that long and I'm going to explode... but I will still hang in there.
This past week, I have been losing my concentration over all things. Dont know whats happening, maybe I'm too tired of this ****. Tried very hard to relax myself which lead to neglecting assignments and cost my friend much of the pain. Sorry man !