Wednesday, January 26, 2005SighZ... now i'm god damn broke... cant even afford for my basic daily expenses... damn jia lat... HELP !!! anyone wanna give me ur helping pocket. I juz wonder when all my $ gone to, seriously i got account my expenses... cant wait till next month... argh !!! this waiting is killing me... I have nvr been so poor in my life before and this experience is so fuking horrible. Now i got to find ways for some cash, if not... god bless me !!!
Sunday, January 16, 2005I feel that my friends had been behaving very differently nowadays. Maybe they must be too stress over some stuffs... anyway I wish all of u all the best in whatever u guys r doing. If u guys have any problems, I'm always free to share some ur problems and lend my ears/shoulders.
But some how I feeling different of myself... I'm having the craving for something, craving for something that I dun have/miss out... anyway this craving wont get over me, I'm trying to control over it.
Experimenting the new year and new start of my life, how i wish this year would be better... how i wish that i can free myself from the stressful life of mine...
Thursday, January 13, 2005This few days had not been sleeping well, always dun wish to wake up at long. I have been leading my days aimlessly, I really wonder what am i doing... U might see me joke, chilling ard or looking alright... actually deep in my heart I'm feeling totally different. I dun know how to describe it, sometimes I really dun understand myself at all. I juz feel that i'm getting pin down by a big load of weighs and i cant breathe. Sometimes it really makes me detest some jackass that cause my problems. Wish to fuck them up but i become relented... and what they do... they avoid me totally. Dun get me to my nerves and know ur limit, i'm trying to be nice but being taken advantage.
Sunday, January 09, 2005Spent the weekend at marcus's chalet, coz he's holding his celebration there. The first nite was really crazy and enjoyable. All of us were having fun, laughter and doing many crazy stuffs. So much fun that i didnt really slp much. Overall, it was well organise by marcus which make us (the guest) enjoy throughout.
After all the fun, time to get back to work. Many things still left undone, like the SA assignment (not completed yet), PM folder, preparation for LAN assignment, Open House (still havent finalise anything yet). Some plans like after the Open House (wanna open a chalet for whole class), organising a class gathering with my sec school friends (havent even inform anyone yet), wanna upgrade my PC (giving my alot of problem nowadays and the graphics card is failing gradually).
Wednesday, January 05, 2005Hmm... really dun know wat to write. Have been slacking from the start of semester, now assignment are coming up in a week time. I can feel that my stress level is going up... whats more that my friends and i are organise a booth in NP open house. This is a totally new experience for me and the way that the open house is going to be is totally different... it's like a funfair. The main problem is that the school will tax the profit of all stores 40%, 20% goes to the needy student fund and the other 20% will be accumulated to be the prize money for the team that has the highest profit. So the point is that how are we gonna get back the 40% that is tax off and how to make more sales.
So whoever is reading this post, feel free to come down to Ngee Ann during the period 19-22 Jan 2005 and support us. Thanks in advance =)
Saturday, January 01, 2005Initially it was a total turn off. 1st, went to dine at sake sushi wif laos, fred, benson and eve. After tat no plans at all, coz clubs that we wish to go will be very X. Then follow eve's fren to a KTV pub... wtf... when reach there... totally turn off, at least xmas was better - rave party but no ppl. We decided to leave and rush down to MS by cab. 2nd turn off... we countdown on a cab... wtf... then i crack a joke, asking the driver to give discount hehe... 3rd turn off... queue up to enter cheeky but the farking cover charge was $50... wtf. Then finally decided to join cb aya (marcus) at SHIN 8. WOOT... the place ROX man, the crowd ROX, the babes ROX... YEAH ! Didnt expect it will turn out so gd, found a place that we can chilled out. I chilled too much and end up didnt turn up for work. LOL, confirm tml tio fark by my asst.manager.
Lastly, all thx to aya for intro to us such a nice place. U ROX man !
