Saturday, May 06, 2006Sigh... im contradicting myself again. Why am i always in this state? I guess it will happen whenever i gotta make a decision. Oh man... it's hard to be decisive, and im always afraid of regretting in future. Now, i gotta make my mind up whether to slog my guts out again for cash or to relax myself more and earn less. Everyday after work, how i wish i could sit back and relax rather than slogging so hard.
It's saturday and i wanna get my ass out there to have fun... too bad no one is free, some busy etc... So sickening, i tot i would be able to have fun tonite... too bad man... life sux. I wonder how some ppl can go clubbing alone? As for me, i cant do it man... at least need a companion.